the veil was rent
the walls fell away
i heard love in his voice
the evidence in his eyes did nothing
to belie it
for one brief moment
I felt as if I were holding untarnished hope
in the palm of my hand,
the possibilities of it,
beauty personified
dreams...
waiting for the breath of life
boundless hope
the simple, poignant, flawlessness
of being loved
long winter gave way to sudden spring
something hard and unyielding
unfurled into glorious life
light dawned
and darkness fled
reaching out to shroud myself
in its warmth
he stilled my hand
explanations of its falseness
tumbled about my head
chaotic, fragmented thoughts
danced drunkenly
with devastated dreams
finally the clarity of betrayal
quieted my silent screams
giving way to a rigidity
of calm desperation
winter reclaimed my soul
with an unforgiving vice-like grip
warmth receded in the face
of unrelenting cold
darkness, given free rein,
banked the light